PAST TERRITORY.

RAR. today band had partay. LOL. play warabe-uta. quite okay? at first cudn play loud enuf. -.= den i play till want to do. GRR. nahhhh. alumnis came back. :D ANYWAY, vanessa lee gt back her own pressie. lol. i wanted to exchange wiv her. WDFFFFFF. PETER GAVE UHU GLUE. den i laffed like shyt lah. lol. den vanessa lee dowan to exhcnage wiv me. den i gt her pressie bt she gt nthg. ): so my mama ask me buy one pressie back for her. xP hehhhhh. OH SHYT. hvn buy coolluck(lol?) & xiaopink(lol?) pressie.. GRRRR. yay! ive been getting wad i wanted so far... these were the things i wanted or needed;


^^ hahas. yeah.. so dis is life. coolluck, choi sum & cucumber go chalet liaos. ): means cucumber by all means will go to the red house. -.= BOOOOOOO! hahas. lalalalalalalaaaaas. i thought i would have typed quite alot more. seems like this ain the case. ): lols. oh yeah! my comp is DEAD. FECKING DEAD. soooooo, i wont rly be online. HAIS.

i miss you. PICK ME UP NOW.

YAY! tomorrow tricia tan come overrrr. then de next day i go overrrrr. hahahas. YAY! :DDDD after dat band! rar!! tomorrow gt acting. grrrrrr. snadra & i act as spastics. LOL.

nthg much to blog about already. sian. SCHOOL RAWKS! :DDDDDD anyway, found smt to doooo! wooohooooooo!!~~

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! SOMEONE'S BROTHER PLUS COUSIN IS COMING TO BENDEMEER SECONDARY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! SHOOT ME TO TELL ME IF ITS REAL, IF IT IS, IM ELATED IM DEAD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! IF THERE WAS NO ONE AT HOME, I WUD HAVE BEEN SCREAMING LIKE CRAZY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

& he hasnt done his homework. HA!HA!

STUPIDITY TEST. mark X when you have done it before.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You had run into a glass/screen door before.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You had run into a tree/bush before.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fell.
[x] You have choked on your own saliva.
[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw,but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class andstarted to talk/drool, or snore
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] You were telling a story and you forgot what you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug. (if only ants are counted.)
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realise it before.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.
[ ] You ran around naked in your house.
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chairbefore.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you tryto find pictures in the texture on theceiling.
[x] The word "ummmmm" is used manytimes a day.

Score is: i m 48% dumb (take the number & mutiply it by 3.)

^^ feeling happy now. why? i dont knw. hahas. anson's mum SO CUTEEEEEE!

:DDDD

:x

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last day of modular. had band today. i guess i improved abitttttt? a teeny tiny puny bit? lols. anyway, had interesting walk going to bugis. i guess only tricia(if you still duno, means i hvn tell you yet. =x) will knw why. LOL. so dumb. HAHAHAHA. those images are still stuck in my mind. eeeew. i feel like laughing. hahahaa. yep yep. came back super tired. ):

ive been a HAPPY VANESSA. (:

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are


I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me


And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go I always feel you so

taunned wiv tricia last night/this morning. chat on the phone.. tired like shyt lah. xP slacked like hell. then met at the playgrnd to go to mac at abt 6? it was soooooo dark. HAHAHA. insane. yes i knw. (: she forgot to bring her wallet! RAWRRRR. so i qing her drink kopi. she so goondu rite. HAHAHA. i dared her to drink the coffee thru a straw. bt the coffee cooled down b4 she did it. ): SPOILER! =x HAHAHAAAA. ate & crapped thruout the morning. ^^ go play swinggggggggggg~~ the sky lightened up. RAWRRRRR. crapped somemore! LIKE D-UHHH. EEEW! DOUBLE EEW! TRIPLE EEW! =.- HAHAHAHAAAAAS. i spent this morning crapping. (: i love that kind of feeling.

when a friend is there even in the darkest times of the day.

^^v went home & slpt. wdh lah. i din even knw i was touching my own leg. scared myself. HAHAHA. WHY IS TRICIA SO DENSE? BECAUSE tricia has a wax-coated brain. THATS WHY.
kidding!!

anyway, went for modular. classes are getting more fun now. nw that i understand btr & stuff. (: it rained like it nvr rained b4 today. like WOAHHHH. so i got up the bus SHIVERING LIKE I WAS HAVING FITS. =x
oh yea, for church camp people,

for sandra's account, i broke my promise agn. i swore today. ): im sorry. SORRY GOD!

i just watched read it & weep. yea im slow. hahas. cos im busy mah. ITS SUPER NICE! :DDDDDDDD its almost like complete reality lah. THERE ARE TWO MAJORLY HOT GUYS THERE TOO. HAHAHA.

JASON DOLLEY (15) & NICK WHITAKER (18). :DDDDDDDD AHHHHHHH! they are so cute!! :DDDDD you might knw nick whitaker frm high school musical. he was ALAN. lemme refresh ur memory.

ALAN: [singing] Its hard to believe That I couldn't sneeze, See
that you were always there right next to beside me
MS DARBUS: Alan I admire your pluck..... As to your singing, that's a
wonderful tie you're wearing.
[Alan smiles awkwardly and leaves]

anyway. hahas. i din remember him myself. he sang "i will be around" in read it & weep. ^^ well, jason dolley.....i dont think i might have seen him. unless you have watched COMPLETE SAVAGES, SAVING SHILOH, READ IT & WEEP, CORY IN THE HOUSE OR CHASING DAYLIGHT. yep.

JASON DOLLEY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAVAN! :DDDD

hahas. yeah, thats him. so sian. ): i gtg. mum's nagging. HAIS.

NIGHTS! oh yea! listen to everywhere by michelle branch. ^^ you'll love it.
& i always thought.........

i knw sudden change of blog add & blog skin freaks. ): sorry. hahaha.

READ OF THE DAY!

its really nice. (:

drew this in my free time. hahas.

went to play badminton at kallang CC wiv weisiang, zongying & WESIANG'S FRIEND. hahaha~ mx & chloe said they wanted to go. but come stuff crapped up. bt, nvm. srry i was so crude anyway. yeah. so play play. well, cudn reach home early as i promised. cos i din knw hw to go home frm there. & thus i gt penned for my mistakes. yeah. so reached modular smelly, gross, sticky, dirty, tired, sweaty & MOST IMPORTANTLY, SMELLY. damn gross correct.

modular corrected my hate for maths & added more love for chemistry. YET, added more hate for physics. bt i guess i shudn be hating physics cos, i wanna do well in it. yeap. i wanna do well chinese so much. BUT THEN AGAIN. i need time. then, time & tide waits for no man. bloody hell. i shant revert to my stupid ways. cos who i m hates who ive been. HAHAA. ITS A SONG. bt, who i m really hates who ive been. ive been totally impaitient. & i also have been saying bad things behind people's backs(not say i started it. bt i didnt defend my friend's rights of getting siad for their own characteristics. thats my bad in part.). i hated studying. i hated sleeping. i hated some people yet i was a looked as if i was their best friend.
bottomline is i was a complete idiot.

& i knw that if some people read this, they wud be put off by my dumb acts. my stupid words. they wudn be my friend. they wudn be true to me. i knw. i knw. im sorry. bt i guess thats my retribution. but now, im getting back into my real life. & im gonna do better. so much better. sorry people that im doing my reflection here. hahas. ANYWAY. im sliding frm my original initiation. IM SO GONNA TAKE THE TOP SPOT NEXT YEAR. hahaha. im gonna be more attentive. this is nt WORDS ONLY. its gonna tough. bt i dont care. ^^ i soooo wanna be in the class. i sooooo wanna get first. ARGHHH~! I SOO WANNA BEAT LEUVEN! GRRRRA! heeeeeee.
(i hate people who purposely write good things abt people in their blogs for others to see bt yet they dont mean it. thats also hypocriticy.)
goodbye my obstacles.
KISS MY ASS! hahahaha~!

i love the gushing of the water. purify me. oh Lord.

YO PEOPLE! :DDDDDDD eh, you people must miss me okay? GIMMA TRUCKLOADS OF TAGS! :PpPpPpPp cos im going to TANJONG BALAI! ^^ dont ask me for what. cos ltr if SOMETHINGS knw.....hur hur hur, it would be useless going there! BUT! most of all, TRICIA MUST MISS ME! muahahahahaha~~ if nt i sure go there cry & come back blind. ): haha. im crapping. hahahas. oh yeah, please flood my tree (click here). ^^ make it have millions of ornaments hanging. bt dont message nonsense lah. :DDDD okayyyyy, love you guys loads kay? gonna be back on sunday, FIVE O'CLOCK! :DDDDDDDD oh yeah, hope i see putri.
I MISS HER SO MUCH!

yeps, i will miss you, but, then again, theres another question to it.

I FINALLY FOUND OUT WHAT SOMETHING TRULY IS!!

yes yes yes YES! :DDDD i guess God just showed me bah. its not all the fantasies that you watch, its not all the lies tha you see. its not all the hypocrital stuff that you is real. IS NOT! :DDDD i cant explain it. but, yes...i understand now. &, i realised that i cant love him anymore. i mean as thinking. cos, its his fault by part. ):

ahhhhs. sandra, u want the photos, i have them in my comp. so u sms me when u want them kay? ^^

today had modular. yay~~ i like. ^^v

after that was 2pm's briefing. laughed quite alot. then ate at BOONKENG DERH KFC! YAYYYYYY~ 可以算是他们送我回家啦. hahahas. yay! rain like it nvr rained b4.

remembered that dere was band bbq & TADA! i ran there. ^^ wah. all in the shelter. hahas. wore the same shirt as xiuming only that hers was black & mine was pink. same taste yea babyyy? :D yay. den mama wanted me to go home to bathe. ): so had to change to other stuff. went down actually to just slack lah. the only thing i ate was marshmallows. hahas. yay. marcus say keep giving huili stuff. whoooo~ hahas. crapped wiv joyce mostly. ^^ yay. swing swing. then.......play? SLACKED ALOT! actually i also duno wad we did lah. played wiv aluminium foil. LOL. quite alot went home at abt 9? hahas. slack slack slack. crap crap crap. tried playing truth or dare. bt all lazy to think of questions & dares. lols. yeps. raymond & melissa went mad. :D

slack somemore then go home. today's word of the day?
SLACK.
goodnight & goodbye.

hows it like to be confused? ): i still hate the way you do it.

yeah. today went to church. then went out wiv chloe to vivo to meet wenyi & yunzhen. after dat slacked in ps wiv chloe. tired lah today. its only 1030 & i feel stoney. =.= something's wrong wiv me. hais. ))))))))):

YAYYYYYYYYYY! im..........BORED! met feetpeople in church. TELL YOU AR, I HAVE NEVER i repeat NEVER been sooooo lucky in my life & i have NEVER laughed so much on one day wiv friends! HAHAHAHAHA! i have laughed tons more wiv cousins lah. but....ya knw? :PpPp

FIRSTLY, while i was walking, i saw MASTURA ON THE WAY! YAYYYYYYYYY! so she pei me go mrt. ^^ yeappppps. after that we met bevin there & huili, liyi, marcus say, xiuming & zhenqian. did i miss anyone? hopefully not. ): den crap wiv them for a while.....

SECOND mircale happened! as i went down to the escalator, THE TRAIN JUST CAME! YAYYYYYYYYY! HAHAHAHAHAA!! & i like took my time lahhh. so when i reached the door, the door just open. ^^thennnnnnn..

THIRDLY!!! I SAW JANE RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! like so qiao lah cannnnnn.. we were like both late together lahhhhhhhhhhh! hahahahas. yay! bt at first i cudn recognise her cos i was facing her sideways. hahas.

anyway, we met them lah. kor kor daniel, uncle ron, isaac, jianming, daly, gabriel, rebekah & cleon. ): sandra cudn go cos of unseen circumstances. D: & yes, bloody hell. CALVIN WAS LATE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~. as in a sense LATER then US lah. then moved to TPY in the COR van to buy yummy foooooood. gabriel was being totally DUMB in the van. okay, they knw why. SOOOOO..bought stuffs & went to CHANGI BEACH. saw an aeroplane upclose.. somehw, i hate this conversation..


they started talking abt arena lah. =.- dont knw wad flirt here flirt dere. walau eh. bth sia. blah blah blah. setup then bbq.......bbq bbq..........OH YA! read this..


LOL LAHHHHH! ohhh, so, bbq bbq........PLAY. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA. guys when to play soccer, ehhh then cleon & i were eating prawns. ^^ seriously, the prawns EYE cooked were nice lah. too bad nt many people ate. ):

yay. its 1st december. heeeee. watching all that. im so bored lahs. i SOOO thank marcus say for smsing me for like 15minutes? LOL. hahas. today had band. well, mr samad said i played too loudly. bt i cudn hear myself at all. i only knew that my pitching sucks BIG TIME. hahas. yeah. & when i thought i could if i brought my instrument home to like practise? my room made my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ have a horrible echoy sound. YES. EEEEEW!! hahahas.

))): im so bored. BUT, i have things to do tomorrow!! YAY! its bbq dayyyyyy.. heeheeheeeeeee. band got bbq so does feets. maybe i wud join band derh in the night? HAHAHA. LIKE OMG?? ALL THE WAY TO EAST COAST. O: or maybe we having bbq there? i dont even knw where feets are having the bbq. LOL. i nly meet tomorrow in church at 1230? HAHAHA. ))))))): can someone tell me what time band bbq starts?

& NO ANONYMOUS TAGS PLEASEEEE! its stupid & irritating. if u knw me, ask me privately. DUHHHHH.

HAHA.I LOVE YOU! :DDDDDDD

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